Reality

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!

I am so incredibly thankful to my heavenly Father who has been faithfully watching over me during this period. This is one of the longest exam I've ever had, spanning three weeks. And all glory goes to Him for allowing me to tide through this time, with Him being my source of strength and hope :)

Now that exams are over, I feel as though I have lost my direction in life. Previously I knew that my daily routine would encompass studying. But now, I have to begin to make plans, and I don't know where and how to begin. I feel like I'm being thrown back into the harsh reality of this world. It would be utterly ridiculous for me to admit that I actually enjoy the process of examinations. But I think I do. I like the challenge, and I really do enjoy studying and acquiring new knowledge. Maybe the preparation for exams is just an excuse for me to huddle myself up in my room, and distance myself from the world. They say no man is an island, but there are times I wish I could seclude myself from the world, and just live in a cave or something like that. Exams provide me with the perfect cover for doing so.

Unfortunately now I have to be rudely jolted back to reality, in which life does not revolve around studying and seclusion. There are many important things in life that I must get back to, many issues to ponder and reflect on. There is no running away anymore.

Oh my. I haven't logged into blogged for the longest time ever, and whattttttt! I discover that blogger has given its website a major makeover. The page looks strange and I don't like it.

I guess I no longer enjoy writing like before which explains the ostensible lack of updates.

The following is just for my own benefit. A record of my hedonistic and self-indulgent activities.

Online shopping in 2 months

Incredibly Uplifting

"Maybe there are things you can’t see
And all those things are happening
To bring a better ending"

"The pain that you’ve been feeling
It can’t compare to the joy that’s coming
So hold on you gotta wait for the light
Press on and just fight the good fight
Cause the pain that you’ve been feeling
It’s just the dark before the morning"

"And hold on cause there’s good for those who love God
But life is not a snapshot
It might take a little time but you’ll see the bigger picture"

"It’s just the hurt before the healing"