Omg today is the day I feel the stupidest ever. I feel dumb quite often but today...I felt so infinitely stupid that I really wanted a cave to hide myself, bury my head in the ground, huddle up and cry.
I think I am going to get sacked!!!!! :(
Wth, I didn't know how to do so many questions today and I feel really really horrible.
All I could think about was the Double Rainbow song (IT IS AWESOME!!).
I don't know if it is because I put it on repeat for the whole day, that somehow the hypnotic tune caused me to lose my brain matter.
The whole time I was staring at circles and angles trying very hard to see the light and figure something out. It was so retarded because all I had in my head was "Double rainbow all way across the skyyyyy like yeahhhhhhh!!!! So intense!". It was so difficult to focus with the rainbow song stuck in my head screaming "DOUBLE RAINBOW" intermittently.
Arghhh I wanted to give up and die on the spot. How can I not be able to solve questions pertaining to circles and angles??!?!?! It is supposedly my forte. However, after having an ugly confrontation with circles and all his friends, I don't like it anymore.
Eh like hello, who puts circles into triangles, and triangles into circles??? How useful is that!!
After an hour of staring hostilely at the "impossible circles" question and engaging in intellectual banter with my brother, I finally saw the light bringing me out of my mathematical misery. A series of enlightenment followed soon after. But I couldn't feel much smarter because the answers were staring right at me IN MY FACE. Could I be stupider to not have seen the answer earlier?!?
However, one thing I like about doing math is the huge sense of achievement I get whenever I manage to get the correct answer. I feel like a hero - I have conquered and trampled over my enemy (like after completing a L4D mission).
TO MATH: I WON'T BE DEFEATED. I WILL FIGHT YOU FOREVER.
I would like to put the blame on the double rainbow song but I guess my ineptitude is something that cannot be dismissed.
I feel so awful spending so much time thinking about how to solve the question and end up taking a picture of the question to ask my brother for help!! Loser to the max!!!!!!!!!
My student has really been tolerant and merciful. Who can stand an incompetent tutor who gives wrong answers, refers to textbooks repeatedly, unsure of formulas, unable to solve math questions!!!!
Ok, so I am bracing myself for getting sacked. I totally understand. If I were him, I would have sacked myself long time ago.
I am so disappointed in myself.... Like seriously, what I am capable of in life besides spending money?????
