It has been 11 years. More than a decade. I've lived more than half of my life.
Without you.
No doubt it hasn't been easy, but God has been gracious. One of the greatest blessings definitely is the privilege of having the most caring and loving father. You must be proud of him. I acknowledge that he has raised us excellently, and this is certainly no easy feat. I'm sure you would be very glad to know that we are doing great. But I'd always like to envision life with you - I'm sure it would be perfect.
We sure have grown over these past years, in many if not all aspects of our lives. I hope that you are proud and pleased with what we have become, that the fruits of your early labour are not in vain.
Even though the time spent with you is short, I am undeniably thankful to God for placing you in my life. Throughout those years, you have meticulously shaped and molded me to the person I am. Can't imagine how different everything would have been if you were here today.
Though I consciously try not to think of you... The truth is that I miss you so dearly. You, will always have that special place in my heart. ♥
