I miss you.

It has been 11 years. More than a decade. I've lived more than half of my life.

Without you.


No doubt it hasn't been easy, but God has been gracious. One of the greatest blessings definitely is the privilege of having the most caring and loving father. You must be proud of him. I acknowledge that he has raised us excellently, and this is certainly no easy feat. I'm sure you would be very glad to know that we are doing great. But I'd always like to envision life with you - I'm sure it would be perfect.

We sure have grown over these past years, in many if not all aspects of our lives. I hope that you are proud and pleased with what we have become, that the fruits of your early labour are not in vain.

Even though the time spent with you is short, I am undeniably thankful to God for placing you in my life. Throughout those years, you have meticulously shaped and molded me to the person I am. Can't imagine how different everything would have been if you were here today.

Though I consciously try not to think of you... The truth is that I miss you so dearly. You, will always have that special place in my heart. ♥

First day of school!!!!!

I'm supposed to be fast asleep by now. But I'm too excited to sleep. Or maybe it's just that I'm not used to sleeping this early.

So I pondered over my goals for this sem.

1) Attend ALL lessons dutifully (maybe except for Wednesdays)
2) Don't succumb to negative peer pressure.
3) Be awake and conscious in school at all times
4) Spend time studying instead of sleeping on the train
5) Sleep by 9pm every night (no more afternoon naps:()
6) Wake up with a "I-love-going-to-school" attitude every morning
7) Be punctual
8) Complete ALL tutorials (cannot leave any question blank)
9) Eat Macs every week


I guess these should be SMART goals. Specific, manageable, attainable, realistic & with timeframe.

Tell me WHY

I couldn't get the blazer I wanted....

IMMA SAD SAD GIRL. :(:(

There's always room for new clothes...

Especially when CNY is just around the corner :D

Horrid

I feel like the meanest person EVER.
When all you have been was so incredibly nice to me.

Dear God, please show me which path to take.

MINE.

ONE OF THESE IS GOING TO BE MINE.

MINE MINE MINEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

I hate to admit..

Secretly, I feel infinitely jealous when I see mothers spending time with their kids, with abounding love.

One more month

.....to gain enough weight (and fats) so that i can fit into my desired cheongsam in time for CNY!!!

Argh I can actually count the number of ribs i have when I inhale. This is definitely not right.

Collecting dust

After 4 years of leaving my guitar untouched, I suddenly have the urge to do some strumming.

I open the guitar bag, only to find only TWO strings left attached on my guitar. Awesome.

Something bought last year.

And I hope it reaches my mailbox today(:

2011

It's the start of a brand new year.

After meticulously noting down all my online buys for 1 year, I have since accumulated 67 pieces of clothing, attested by the archives.

OMG.

Assuming that each piece cost $25, I would have spent a whooping $1675 on online clothes ALONE. Omg!!!!!! I dare not imagine how much more I spent on F21 and the likes. :|


2011 shall be a year of change. There's not much space left in my cupboard, but there is plenty of space in the bank. So money should be deposited in bank instead of being left hanging in my closet. Stop expanding the collection.