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As a result,
my expenditure for August has exceeded exceedingly.

Omg, I spent more than I earnt this holiday?!?!

I don't see myself in the mirror,
I see who I should be.

Everybody Screaming

"We see the world through bloodshot eyes."


.....Can we see the world through different eyes?

Hangul

School resumes tomorrow.

I am excited!!! (NOT)


Looking forward going to school but not the travelling part!!!!!! Arghhh. Thinking of it makes me have motion sickness already. Leave my house at 6.30am?!? Omg that is like secondary school torture all over again. This means that I have to sleep at 8 plus to fufil my optimum sleeping requirement.

Close to 4 months of holidays have just flown by just like that and I still haven't managed to park a car (big disgrace). My license is nothing more than a second IC, though much more expensive.
Seriously, what have I been doing besides squandering money on insignficant items all these while???

I also wanted to play the guitar and piano again, solo and complete L4D missions in hard mode, buy a chick, clean up and paint my room, gain weight and become muscular, read through the whole Bible, repair my laptop, trim my eyebrows, and read more books.
However, I did not achieve ANY one of these at all. Last week I borrowed a book "Making poor nations rich" with the intention to emerge enlightened and be filled with economical knowledge and wisdom. But till date, I am only at page 31.

In an ironic twist of events, when the holidays are coming to an end, I finally did something exciting. Two days ago, I have taken an intense interest in korean and set out to learn the learn the language.

So happy that I taught myself how to read and write korean words!!! It is 29838374x much easier to read than chinese for sure. Sadly I do not understand what I am reading, or am even sure whether my pronunciation is correct.

So... the next step is to learn korean words! I've already downloaded like 10+ korean apps on my itouch to aid me. This is so exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If only I had started 4 months earlier, I guess I would be a master of the language already. Hehe.

Bulk up

It is time to gain some fat and build up those muscles!!!!!!!!


I don't want to be skinny!!!!!!!!!!!

I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT.

YESSSSSSSSSSSS

LIKE FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Good riddance.

나도 멋진 오전

안녕하세요 제 이름은 아멜리아입니다! 내가 있기 때문에 한국이 게시물을 작성중 시원한입니다. 누구든지 이것을 이해할 수있다면 그나마지만 갑자기 그게 한국 정말 괜찮은 언어라고 생각! 난 몰래 사모하는 지금 저는 믿습니다 노래 "를 듣고 후 한국어를 배우는"신승훈로입니다. 세상에,이 노래가 멋져요! 내가 생각하는 멋진도, 나는 수를 입력 이것을 구글 번역기의 도움없이도 그렇소. 난 정말 지금 한국어를 배우고 싶다! 다만, 제 중국어 그리 나쁘지는 고려하고, 어떻게 내가 마스터 한국어 그럼? 한숨. 난 그냥 번역에 의존하고 제가 한국어를 쓸 수 걸로해야 겠네요. 정말 멋진 결국 아니라고.

"Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there"

- Everything Burns

Disease

Recently, I have been trying my best to wear ALL my clothes at least once. It may sound really easy, but at the rate that I have been accumulating clothes, it is a very daunting task indeed.

I am exhibiting compulsive behaviour of the worst kind, one that is utterly detrimental to my bank account. The malevolent reaches of consumerism has engulfed me, and I have fallen prey to the dark side. It is now a disease, in which self control is the only antidote.

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I am suddenly in love with maxi dresses! Pretty pretty. But I affirm myself, one is enough!!

Contentment is a pressing issue that I have to grapple with everyday.. I know, I should be satisfied already, and not be lusting for anything else!!!!!

Lack of depth

I feel like writing something really thought provoking and insightful.
I mean, I am turning 20 (NOOOOOOOOO!!!!) and I'm sure I can spout some words of wisdom that I can impress myself with.

But after much pondering about unfanthomable issues surrounding the complexities of life, I draw a blank.

Maybe that's what my mind is. A void of emptiness.
And I can't even find the proper words to express myself now.

So horrible! These months of dormancy has reduced my brains to a worthless mush, incapable of solving Primary 6 math questions.

Woe to me.......

In ONE week..

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ONE WORD: ABYSMAL

Dear worm,

Please stop stealing my food. I am in desperate need of gaining weight, and you are depriving me of that chance. I have fed you for a really long time already, now it is time you grow up and find yourself your own food. I promise not to kill you if somehow I poop you out. You may feed on my poop instead. Please have mercy on me. Target someone who is morbidly obese, and I am sure your efforts will be well appreciated.